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27Your Awakening Story
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31Kundalini Discussion
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50Spiritual Awakening
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- Kundalini DiscussionI have been on antipsychotics for 7 years now and I want to quit. I spoke with my psychiatrist to taper but they declined so I took matters in to my own hand. I quit cold turkey (bad idea) but somehow suffered no withdrawals nor symptoms. I felt fine for 2 months up until my psychiatrist basically forced me to go back on it. I remember manifesting that I suffer no withdrawals and that I can live a life free of antipsychotics, i think that helped.Like
- General DiscussionsIn reality, matter comes from spirit; matter in its true nature is spirit; matter is an action of spirit that has materialized and has become a reality to our senses, hiding the spirit under it. It has covered the existence of the spirit from the eyes of those who look at life from the outside. Daily Meditations, April 20, by Hazrat Inayat KhanLike
- Your Awakening StoryThis is a bit of a long winded post, so if you don't have the time or don't want to read this, please save yourself the trouble and move on. Otherwise, I wish to relay a glimpse into my experience so far. Those that know, know. This awakening cannot be faked nor can it be replicated. Only someone with an authentic experience can relate. The history of my awakening will be short, as it has a multitude of different contributing factors and some of them shouldn't be shared so that someone else doesn't attempt to try what I have done. Long story short, I had a run in with this energy one day and my life has not been the same since. I felt an immense amount of energy release from the base of my spine and all hell broke loose thereafter. The events that took place after the initial release I will keep to myself as it doesn't really need to be discussed. Fast forward about two years after the awakening episode, things started to happen. I felt this deep knowing that whatever had happened was not just labelled as a mental illness or psychotic breakdown, as there were a number of symptoms that led up to the awakening. I was feeling pressure in between my eyes right in the middle of my forehead, and I noticed blissful sensations throughout my body prior to the explosion. Two years after that event, the same sort of symptoms were still there, only this time something within me knew I had work to do. I felt a deep knowing that I needed to start meditating and sure enough, my intuition was correct. When my meditation practice progressed, my body started to move involuntarily in a swaying sort of motion. And I knew right then that this was something otherworldly and seemingly quite rare as my research had uncovered. I meditated daily for about a year, all the while kriyas were unfolding and then one day, I started being folded into yoga poses without trying. The energy has taken over completely now and I have to surrender to it every single day. For two years now, involuntary yoga takes place for multiple hours a day, and I just surrender to it because it is literally impossible to not submit. I know some of you will say "you can control it and suppress the energy" and I'm telling you right now, you can't This energy controls you. While the yoga takes place there is also a lot of breathing and vocalisations that take place as well (pranayama is the name for the breathing). I don't know where all this is going, it has required the utmost dedication and endurance on my end, particularly on the side of ego. I am a musician at heart, and I have had glimpses into being able to sing in ways I never thought imaginable, and playing guitar takes on a whole new dimension at times. But I literally can't do it in the way my ego wants to. The energy decides when I play and sing, not the other way around. It's hard to explain unless you have had the experience. Most times I have severe brain fog, and there seems to be this dull burning sensation all through my body when I'm at rest. The yoga gets super intense at times, and recently it seems like a lot of it is moving the energy in my heart center as if there is some sort of knot that is trying to untie so to speak. There are a lot of days where after the involuntary yoga sessions I have to lay in my bed because of the intense burning that happens after, I feel exhausted and even when I lay in bed to rest after, my body doesn't stop moving (constantly jerking until it finally stops and I can get a short nap in). Even through the night, I find myself getting up at random times to have to, you guessed it, submit to spontaneous yoga. I think the worst part of all of this is being unable to explain it to anyone. Language has become a barrier as there are no words to describe this and oftentimes trying to explain it makes things worse. My current living situation finds me living with my mother, and while I have reassured her that I'm fine and nothing is wrong with me, she still has concerns that I'm trying to do something, while I tell her this is all out of my control. I do wish sometimes I had my own domain to be able to navigate this alone without the prying ears and eyes of others. This is where I'm at currently in my journey. If you have made it this far, maybe you can relate to this blog post lol. And if you are going through this, in your own unique unfoldment, surrender is all you can do. Don't get caught up in reading too much on the internet, 90% of it is false and misleading. When you know, you know. Cheers!Like