Hi all..
This one started almost at the peak of my kundalini awamening, unfolding slowly throught the years...
At first it was just small sensations of something cold..
Then one day as i was sitting in front of my pc,i felt it all over me.. Like an invisible fan in front of my body....
My first thought was '' oh boy,another challenge?game over. I have no power left to stand against anything....
So i ignore it,went along with the game i was playing...
The moment i pulled back my attention from it,it become stronger,until i could feel it all inside my room....
I decided to go for a fight..
I lied to my bed and asked it
'' why are you here,and what do you want from me''
It responded with
' 'i want to show you how it feels like to live without ego
Do you want me to show you?
I said yes,go ahead....
Suddenly i felt something that i can' t find the correct words to describe...
Something like a heavy weight was lifted from me,and now i was in a state of peace,feeling light like a feather and my consiousness expanded far away from my room...
As i was enjoying the whole thing that lasted for almost half an hour,i felt something was getting in the middle... Inwas returning to my previous state of fear and anxiety,receiving this message....
'' Seriously now?They want to bypass your defences in order to manipulate you.
Why you trust them''?
And part of me agreed with it..
What exactly happened i'm not sure... It was like a conflict with my higher and lower self...
The first one wanted me to go for the leap of faith,the second one being afraid of the unknown....
Anyway...
Back to the cold breeze now....
I googled kundalini and cold breeze and i found some stuff from others...
For me it gets triggered when i face east...
Also i requested my inner self and an angel from the east,to open the gates for me...
Now everytime i face east,i can feel it flowing in me...
Of course i asked for it...
What i think of this cold breeze...
Firstly,i think it's a male output...
Also when i asked my self to remove-destroy all evil entities,there was this cold breeze again kickin in.....
That's all for the moment..
And sorry for my typing mess.. I'm not good at all with it..