This is a bit of a long winded post, so if you don't have the time or don't want to read this, please save yourself the trouble and move on. Otherwise, I wish to relay a glimpse into my experience so far. Those that know, know. This awakening cannot be faked nor can it be replicated. Only someone with an authentic experience can relate.
The history of my awakening will be short, as it has a multitude of different contributing factors and some of them shouldn't be shared so that someone else doesn't attempt to try what I have done. Long story short, I had a run in with this energy one day and my life has not been the same since. I felt an immense amount of energy release from the base of my spine and all hell broke loose thereafter. The events that took place after the initial release I will keep to myself as it doesn't really need to be discussed. Fast forward about two years after the awakening episode, things started to happen. I felt this deep knowing that whatever had happened was not just labelled as a mental illness or psychotic breakdown, as there were a number of symptoms that led up to the awakening. I was feeling pressure in between my eyes right in the middle of my forehead, and I noticed blissful sensations throughout my body prior to the explosion. Two years after that event, the same sort of symptoms were still there, only this time something within me knew I had work to do. I felt a deep knowing that I needed to start meditating and sure enough, my intuition was correct. When my meditation practice progressed, my body started to move involuntarily in a swaying sort of motion. And I knew right then that this was something otherworldly and seemingly quite rare as my research had uncovered. I meditated daily for about a year, all the while kriyas were unfolding and then one day, I started being folded into yoga poses without trying. The energy has taken over completely now and I have to surrender to it every single day. For two years now, involuntary yoga takes place for multiple hours a day, and I just surrender to it because it is literally impossible to not submit. I know some of you will say "you can control it and suppress the energy" and I'm telling you right now, you can't This energy controls you. While the yoga takes place there is also a lot of breathing and vocalisations that take place as well (pranayama is the name for the breathing). I don't know where all this is going, it has required the utmost dedication and endurance on my end, particularly on the side of ego. I am a musician at heart, and I have had glimpses into being able to sing in ways I never thought imaginable, and playing guitar takes on a whole new dimension at times. But I literally can't do it in the way my ego wants to. The energy decides when I play and sing, not the other way around. It's hard to explain unless you have had the experience. Most times I have severe brain fog, and there seems to be this dull burning sensation all through my body when I'm at rest. The yoga gets super intense at times, and recently it seems like a lot of it is moving the energy in my heart center as if there is some sort of knot that is trying to untie so to speak. There are a lot of days where after the involuntary yoga sessions I have to lay in my bed because of the intense burning that happens after, I feel exhausted and even when I lay in bed to rest after, my body doesn't stop moving (constantly jerking until it finally stops and I can get a short nap in). Even through the night, I find myself getting up at random times to have to, you guessed it, submit to spontaneous yoga. I think the worst part of all of this is being unable to explain it to anyone. Language has become a barrier as there are no words to describe this and oftentimes trying to explain it makes things worse. My current living situation finds me living with my mother, and while I have reassured her that I'm fine and nothing is wrong with me, she still has concerns that I'm trying to do something, while I tell her this is all out of my control. I do wish sometimes I had my own domain to be able to navigate this alone without the prying ears and eyes of others. This is where I'm at currently in my journey. If you have made it this far, maybe you can relate to this blog post lol. And if you are going through this, in your own unique unfoldment, surrender is all you can do. Don't get caught up in reading too much on the internet, 90% of it is false and misleading. When you know, you know.
Cheers!
It's nice so many people are enlightening.
I think communication is a problem - you need to find simple and sound words, which are meaningful also about normal activities, for example instead of saying "this energy is moving", maybe you can say you "want to go into the nature" etc. The language is common and it should have some meaning for everybody, even if you have subtle meanings to describe the power of your actual experience. The material aspects of the language should be strong, so that you can relate with people in your everyday business - you still need food, sleep, etc., and your experiences have relations to something material, and the material needs; to express, find the material and easier "explanations" of things, and speak in ways which are correctly synchronized with how other people perceive the world and what you expect. As the language is for all, you should not be overly talking about "high things" and how high they are, but you should also consider the material reality and how it still has all the material laws; when there can be spiritual and poetic aspect of your speech, the material aspect should be strong and in-place, and it's wrong to tell people to expect miracles, because many are not really able to have them, like they never catch the moment, when you can play the guitar or sing in certain way - it's rather your karma and personal world; so do not talk about this too much. Talk about what is "real", for everybody, and express yourself in poetic ways, which do not promise miracles, like material, financial and political anomalies in relation to theories - many people believe all those things would become very positive and impossible, but they won't; before and later you need hard work to achieve some progress in material, financial and political realms. Even in spiritual realm. Right communication is very important thing to learn and you should work on this chakra a lot to not become off-track, a person hard to cope with.
Keep going brother/sister.. parents love us..they are worried..i tried to make them understand but they are they ..silence and laugh all we can offer..