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- Your Awakening StoryThis is a bit of a long winded post, so if you don't have the time or don't want to read this, please save yourself the trouble and move on. Otherwise, I wish to relay a glimpse into my experience so far. Those that know, know. This awakening cannot be faked nor can it be replicated. Only someone with an authentic experience can relate. The history of my awakening will be short, as it has a multitude of different contributing factors and some of them shouldn't be shared so that someone else doesn't attempt to try what I have done. Long story short, I had a run in with this energy one day and my life has not been the same since. I felt an immense amount of energy release from the base of my spine and all hell broke loose thereafter. The events that took place after the initial release I will keep to myself as it doesn't really need to be discussed. Fast forward about two years after the awakening episode, things started to happen. I felt this deep knowing that whatever had happened was not just labelled as a mental illness or psychotic breakdown, as there were a number of symptoms that led up to the awakening. I was feeling pressure in between my eyes right in the middle of my forehead, and I noticed blissful sensations throughout my body prior to the explosion. Two years after that event, the same sort of symptoms were still there, only this time something within me knew I had work to do. I felt a deep knowing that I needed to start meditating and sure enough, my intuition was correct. When my meditation practice progressed, my body started to move involuntarily in a swaying sort of motion. And I knew right then that this was something otherworldly and seemingly quite rare as my research had uncovered. I meditated daily for about a year, all the while kriyas were unfolding and then one day, I started being folded into yoga poses without trying. The energy has taken over completely now and I have to surrender to it every single day. For two years now, involuntary yoga takes place for multiple hours a day, and I just surrender to it because it is literally impossible to not submit. I know some of you will say "you can control it and suppress the energy" and I'm telling you right now, you can't This energy controls you. While the yoga takes place there is also a lot of breathing and vocalisations that take place as well (pranayama is the name for the breathing). I don't know where all this is going, it has required the utmost dedication and endurance on my end, particularly on the side of ego. I am a musician at heart, and I have had glimpses into being able to sing in ways I never thought imaginable, and playing guitar takes on a whole new dimension at times. But I literally can't do it in the way my ego wants to. The energy decides when I play and sing, not the other way around. It's hard to explain unless you have had the experience. Most times I have severe brain fog, and there seems to be this dull burning sensation all through my body when I'm at rest. The yoga gets super intense at times, and recently it seems like a lot of it is moving the energy in my heart center as if there is some sort of knot that is trying to untie so to speak. There are a lot of days where after the involuntary yoga sessions I have to lay in my bed because of the intense burning that happens after, I feel exhausted and even when I lay in bed to rest after, my body doesn't stop moving (constantly jerking until it finally stops and I can get a short nap in). Even through the night, I find myself getting up at random times to have to, you guessed it, submit to spontaneous yoga. I think the worst part of all of this is being unable to explain it to anyone. Language has become a barrier as there are no words to describe this and oftentimes trying to explain it makes things worse. My current living situation finds me living with my mother, and while I have reassured her that I'm fine and nothing is wrong with me, she still has concerns that I'm trying to do something, while I tell her this is all out of my control. I do wish sometimes I had my own domain to be able to navigate this alone without the prying ears and eyes of others. This is where I'm at currently in my journey. If you have made it this far, maybe you can relate to this blog post lol. And if you are going through this, in your own unique unfoldment, surrender is all you can do. Don't get caught up in reading too much on the internet, 90% of it is false and misleading. When you know, you know. Cheers!Like
- Kundalini DiscussionHow is this done? I am part of a spiritual community and I want to send kundalini to others. I have done it unintentionally before but I got no idea how I did it. People reported stuff like: Pleasure, healing and arousal.Like
- Spiritual AwakeningEaster Equinox Global Suffering. Spring Equinox when day and night are equal, a celestial marker indicating a coming out of the dark/moon/feminine and into light/sun/masculine of longer days. Triggered by more sunlight, new life bursts out of hibernation and geminates a new cycle of life. As humans are life too, our energy is equally influenced by the dark/moon/feminine and the light/sun/masculine, our minds, body and soul. What is happening in nature potentially should be happening within us. Mirroring. Why Does it Matter? It’s a complex question to answer but at the crux of it humans do everything to chase the light. We’ve become dominated by our left/masculine brain, We continue to conquer nature at faster paces e.g. 8billion people and this is causing humanity and our planet to suffer. Easter time For Rebirth In our personal maturity and spiritual and psych journey, the Spring Equinox triggers the Easter symbols of rebirth and awakening and is told through the story of Jesus; Mirroring the patterns of nature, light and dark. Death: crucifixion/ hibernation (night), Germination: egg/seeds ( womb of the tomb), Awakening: seedlings/risen/growth brought by the transformational psych internal energy/light of Jesus. These patterns of growth and maturity/consciousness are imprinted into our DNA and are influenced and triggered by the cycles of the moon/dark/right brain and the sun/light/left brain! In my initial awakening I had an electric bolt of energy run through me and I bolted upright and shouted Jesus Christ. At that moment I didn’t understand what was happening, I was very frightened and shocked at the energy and not being religious I was fascinated that I impulsivly shouted the words Jesus Christ. Since then 4/5 yes I understand the depth of Jesus Energy and that The transformational energy of Jesus/Holy Spirit /kundalini will be triggered at our deepest pain and suffering our personal crucifixion and awakening and rebirth. The external suffering witnessed on a global scale is a mirror of our internal suffering. The left brain/masculine energy avoids suffering and darkness; all of life is a problem to be controlled and solved, through rationality, science, invention etc and has no conscious awareness of the paradox of life and death. Where there's life there’s death, the eternal. For contemplation Personal Easter Suffering Learn to feel your psychological pain and suffering, look deeply and find its gift, epiphanies. Can you sit in your womb and tomb healing? My Kundalini Awakening kept me here for many years! Spiritual Easter Suffering Rebirth The dark night of the soul is a deeply painful psychic experience. It’s here that you will be reborn out of the darkness of your psychic womb and into your light. These revelations have unfolded during my kundalini awakening. Take a look at the Easter symbolism and you may see the Christian awakening narrative and the influence of sun/moon, dark/light.Like