In my early 20's, I experienced a kundalini awakening. I was sitting in meditation and heard the rattle of a snake and then a force from the base of my spine start to coil upwards and shoot out through the top of my head. I felt that I was part of everything--there was no separation between my, the Earth and the sky. What was even more amazing was that when I opened my eyes, I still felt connected. That feeling lasted until later that evening a friend of mine came over and she wanted me to do reiki on her. The moment I connected to her energy, everything left me. That feeling of oneness was gone and Ive never been able to get it back. Even now, 15 plus years later, when I close my eyes--nothing. I used to be able to control my vision of my third eye and it would expand as I breathed deeper into meditation. Now, there is only blackness. Has anyone ever experienced this before? Did I burn a hole in my chakra? Did I overstimulate my pineal gland? Any thoughts would be appreciated.
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Since the title is mentioning the darkness,i will share one of my experiences..
I remember i was calculating some infos from my contacts-guides,telling me about love etc....
My responce was '' okay..But i need love as well.. ''
Somedays after,while in kitchen,i started to feel a physical discomfort to my belly, which was reflecting to my back as well...
A song that praises the night starts to play in my head.. An old favourite one..
I went out and when i looked at the glorious nightsky,i was overwhelmed with emotions of love.. It felt like a motherly figure, hosting all existence to her lap..
Mother night rocks....
Thank you for sharing. That resonates for sure.
My kundalini awakening occurred when I was in my mid-20s. I felt a ball of energy rise up from the base of my spine. When it reached the top of my head, I was immersed in a brilliant white light with no sensory or ego awareness, only light. After about 15 or 20 seconds, I returned to my normal consciousness. It is my understanding that the unification of the kundalini Shakti energy with the Shiva energy in the 7th chakra is a one-time event. Over the years, I noticed that if I did not maintain a regular meditation practice, or if I experienced some emotional trauma, my chakras, especially the heart and third eye (pineal gland) would be clogged or blocked. However, after several days of intense meditation and spiritual practices, they would be cleared and balanced. Anyways, that's been my experience. Not sure if it resonates with you.