Kundalini ~ Mysticism, Western Mystery Traditions, Kabbalah

I am not recognized at all, because I'm not accepting every academic rule, especially the proudness of them.

I am working to get back my ego.

I was raised Christian as well and ran from the scene when I was 18. I jokingly call it the 4th Reich.... kinda fitting where I live. Finding "actual" Christianity years later has pulled me back to a space foreign to the aforementioned.

Jai Shiva-Shakti💚

In Buddhism, you can see that you cannot change another person, thus you have to have responsibility of your life even if it's all fault of the others. Then, you are constructive. This is a personal karma.

In Christianity, you can help another person to grow in terms of goodness and badness, and you can stop them from bad, and guide them into better karma. Here, the karma of a person is created by others, and when you are wrong, you can blame others. This is the collective karma. Others, indeed, to be constructive, need to help you get better.

When you get more from giving more, and you lose more by taking more - also, sometimes giving more is a sacrifice and taking more would be a direct benefit for you; here, the axes also relate to Karmic logic - through Dark Nights, you create a positive energy, but then - karma can not directly come back there, because your loss in here and now is your gain in eternity. In this paradox, karma is not a law of punishment and reward, but a clever law to get better.

When we maximize our personal contribution, but we also take a little part in very big things, we are consequently both Christians and Buddhists. Both religions have both aspects, but when Buddhist texts barely mention the collective karma, so that reading most popular books you only see a term without much explanation, the Bible talks about Collective karma and the concepts of personal karma are hardly visible in Christian texts.

We see that when Christians had wars with countries, which Buddhists could not develop into level of civilization, they did show Buddhists that they have superior collective karma. In various ways, Buddhists did show that they have superior personal karma.

I am now sure that to become real people, we need both aspects - we need to build civilizations like good christians and valuate persons like good buddhists; then, we encounter a race, which can not be won by Buddhist and Christian ethics.

It would be great to meet you and have a convo on the Thursday group. I dare say most of us operate in an eastern/western groove.

Brightest Blessings

I am a "spiritual materialist" in sense that when my knowledge about life is absolutely intuitive, my knowledge about matter consists of numbers and logic.

You can have an experience of the world, where you only view your mind's image as a reality and the science is to connect the karmic web of it's output and input - this is scientifically valid, because we project an "objective reality", but we understand it in terms of how it interacts with our senses, and machines we can check with our senses. Hinduist has really this experience, and for a Buddhist, this is a valid mental representation of the world. "Objective" in this world is the pattern, which governs the experience, and how we can experience good things - once we do that, there probably are good things we want to ourselves. There must be some kind of trouble with the mind, if it's not so. We also have another philosophy, where we project an "objective reality" as an external world, where all the people live collectively; a collective vision is to be decoded, to form such theoretic concept. We have common metaphysics and we can envision this as objective reality, and this is a Western Catholic view - which does not represent world only as a dream, but as will of God.

Intuition is to decode a first-hand knowledge of the world, which appears in our senses. In my experience, a sensitive, which is too much into this, can still fail in material structures, which need to appear to fulfill their energetic wishes; you can meditate on "prosperity", but there is some internal material structure, which you need to know. I use the word "witch" in negative, Catholic sense, (whereas as a Viking I can have positive annotation for this word, but my fathers family is Christian), where one does not have realistic, material and logical attitude for their dreams - and they fail their energetic promises. One, who seeks control over people through hypnosis and manipulation, is a medievial version of this - originally good, to seek to "have", but it can fail if you use old human instincts, for example being a son of an aristocrat family and using such power over children of their servants. Finally, those children need to cure this psychology, because it does not represent it's real values, which provided some energy for them. To not be witch is to create magic through karmic activities, or goodness in Christianity, where divine will or God, representing the interest of the whole, would provide you your power - you connect your energies, and you represent good karma.

Logic is a truth, which holds over all the potential and real realities - when, what you say, holds in any way in any change a nature is capable to do, you have logic truth or axiom. When the reality is visible through oracles, you can see that numbers and mathematics, and basic principles carry this value - energetically, they close an energy circle of being "truth", once the reality has considered all the possibilities to change. What does not change, is logic truth, and it's more like numbers, axioms and theorems, than anything else. Indeed, I have journeys through it's patterns, visions, sounds and spirits through mathematics - but the kind I could discuss with a scientist, once they are capable for this number of dimensions and paradoxes I axiomatically solve, such as having the impossible combination expected by life occur through impossible effect of some of our causes, activities we can do. When the problem equals the solution, the solution is correct - if the solution is equal paradox, indeed we have solved our paradox.

I call the energy network of possible mathematical systems "physics" - we have world, where being human can be called an "energy", and the nature provides you with the energies, which let you be human, or antienergies, which do not let you do that. Connecting with nature, we can help it to achieve energy efficiency. Through many natural processes we can see it solves a complex algorithm, which had initially, and will have even more, a convergence to infinity, where we have an intelligent, energy-effective system. Intelligence itself, as much as we are part of physics, is an accelerating energy of organization of physical matter into constitution of higher-energy state, where energy is positive either being alive or energy-efficient, structuring system. In physics, negative energy destroys it's source through interaction and positive energy constructs it further, composing neighbours into similar structures - energy, which evolves, is positive, as "good" always win in physics. So physics, where you can see base theory of alchemy, in a Godly world where good always wins, produces a good karmic effect through lasting systems, which have complex structure (intelligence, adaptability) and lasting nature. There, you can attune your karmic balance with physical systems, such as matter on Mars. In materialistic perspective, matter is another projection, in another terms, but as true. It's infinitely more repetitive and less creative, so that instead of ideas, we use numbers.

What holds in life without ever stopping, in any possible reality, is a logical truth about life.

I have my own system of logic with 4 truth values, instead of 2 ("yes" and "no"). I agree that "yes" and "no" is false, but mine has 4 values like Taoism symbol or line of changes of I Ching, and they represent, what those values mean. Taoism is to approach paradoxes, and I Ching to assess the future. It is also open-ended, never closing into a repeating loop, but open to Change, as it's structure can handle the change.

When I was a Child, I understood Logic - "squares" of "yes" and "no", or "complex" solutions. This was in squares, because they had rectangular dimensions and straight lines of theorems. Now I understand mathematics, because my mind went through an illumination, and I have complex, non-repeating patterns and chaotic emergences to understand dynamic systems, which I could not see before. I also have my own logic and mathematics, to make it spiritually sensible.

With all this, I cannot agree that logic is not spiritual. When I want, I represent it very scientifically.

Have you ever experienced the mystery of the building blocks of the multi-verse as algebraic equations?

Spireason (neocities.org) - you can find my collection of most important thoughts on mystics and mathematics in this collection of pdf texts; as I had evolved a lot through 10 years into different thinking, I wrote those for once and for all. I do not add to this collection, because it's a simple view to my most basic ideas - the whole mathematics of mine is very complex and I do not plan to write down every single idea in this lifetime; rather, I try to find the simple essence - people are creative and when they see, where I begin from, they can follow my path to the end with their own creativity. My writing style is complex and for english speakers, who do not like long sentences and paragraphs, it can be cryptic - but I guess, one paragraph of the text is worth it; every paragraph is an aspect of some 10 years of work, a tight set of information.

Theory of multiverse - in quantum theory, it's closely related to appearance of many potential realities, which is called a Schröedinger's field. In this theory, things you have not measured are left open to the quantum field, and the potentials realize one specific reality once you measure it. Without quantum theories, our own minds have the same attribute - we project many different futures and interpretations of the past, and we choose the reality once we need to make a decision.

If we need to make a barebone model of the Universe, we can see it's a mathematical system, which reflects itself and seeks higher-energy states. Quantum theory contains interesting concepts and hypothesis, but for a spiritual human beings, it's good to have theories, which we can verify locally at our homes, without much equipment - logically, we can verify everything we can do with our minds, and we are not interested in things we do with sciences inside spiritual theories - sciences do not have enough evidence about minds to be very practical. With quantum theory and it's implications we can say something could be "possible", so that the hypothesis of quantum theory show us that it's impossible to reach such solutions, being consistent with mathematics and measured facts. We can see that human mind, in process of natural selection, would indeed optimize every factor it can find in reality and we are sensitive about all kinds of physical fields, operating with them either directly or indirectly. As physical bodies, humans must have high-energy condition, one which is physically low-tension process; we operate in physical world and with inner tensions we would indeed get "broken" - we provide a harmonic resonance with natural physics of Earth, inside the Cosmos. Then, if quantum states work like this and we make random shifts in quantum plane, indeed we would be evolved to take some advantage of this.

In Buddhist theory, quantum realities are called "Lokas", existing in various frequencies - from lower realms of hell, to middle realms of earth, to higher realms of heaven. When we can have long-lasting quantum shifts, our vibrational level would also switch the quantum realities rapidly as our mind goes up and down. We can appear in heavenly loka, which is blocked from the hellish creatures. When Buddhas seek nirvana and their vibrations possibly go straight upwards, Boddhisattvas could seek the opposite - to walk down into the hells and help the creatures. We would feed the aspect of lower creatures, which is directed upwards - even with the enemy, if we do not do the karmic work to heal them, we cannot be sure that we are attacking or dismissing one, who is going to be dangerous to us. Protecting ourselves from dangers from hellish creatures, and seeking the opportunities in them to grow into different creatures, we accept the positive outcomes - if we still cannot avoid this, we would also block their negative energies. When we do not do the karmic work for the "enemy", they would be dangerous, but we cannot say they are not actually weak. Creatures too weak to attack us can continue their journeys more easily.

Multiverse, in Buddhist terms, can be explained karmically. Reality is closing the energy cycles so that in evolution and direct effects, whichever of those are real, things, which reproduce their seeds, be those direct causes or principles of what gives life, are healed and empowered, this also happens with good aspects of the bad; bad aspects of our friends and lovers, as well as of our enemies, we kind of block - I believe that in karmic process we grow the energy constantly, creatively and neccessarily, and thus, in process of "reward and punishment" we do not pay back in equal amounts, but as we resolve the bad and solve the good, we pay back more to the goodness, and we punish less the badness, than what originally originated. Still, when we reach an end of our goodness, we reach that some events are so bad that when they are killed, their entities (persons) still live longer, we can see this especially in eternity - in this case, when we fight the enemy, they cannot see this easily, but after we have won, they are better off. Buddhist would accept this kind of war, which is a win-win situation of war between good and evil, God and Satan.

Evil, in this conception, is the element of stupidity and loss of energy of systems, which grow old and tired; reality grows it's inspiration and creativity into reoccurring patterns, but when those repeat, they lose the original seed of life, the creative love, which created them, and remaining in their patterns - suddenly they are not exactly their originating force. From such, life energy is leaving, and the patterns can have negative side-effects; in Cosmic logic machine, an element, which is intentionally bad, is hard to encounter. When we see those "bad" creatures, they are often the past reincarnations of us - the karmic patterns created by those will oscillate around us and we have to resolve this consequence with our fresh energy achieved by encounter with Cosmic harmony. We are in real paradox that once we kill them completely, our past lives could not live to the end of their stupid experiences, and thus we do not have physical evolution into beings we are - killing ourselves as children, we appear into lower reality, remembering nothing about the higher one; when we don't kill nobody there, we appear back into higher reality. Thus, balance of yin and yang is creative - we have a stable balance between our travels between lower and higher realities, co-creating with higher creatures, and healing and killing the lower; "killing" is a karmic action - as we disprove their variable constituent of their ego, they are being reborn without being reborn, and the code or identity of the being, which is left, is different; metaphysically, the creature of them, which was destinied to go bad, will exist only in lower reality. At the same time, their original concept is better met, so when they look themselves as their original reason, they are not killed, but born into higher reality. For example, society can destroy an aggressive aspect of an ego of one person - as this is part of their identity, their old person is dead. But, as this part of identity was not born from their original harmonic vibration, we can see that the force, which is their vital life, has grown stronger, and they have been born into higher reality. To heal ourselves, all our lower bodies or realities need to be rejoined with higher, to the highest degree possible, thus we still consider their selves, which live in lower realities, and do the kind of healing they deserve.

So, when karmic cycle is partially a cycle of punishment and reward, it's having interest rate higher than zero, thus the punishments are smaller than their reasons, whereas the rewards are better than the work, which were originally invested. The evilness is nothing more than stupidity, and thus, when it's original force wants to grow, we have some activity to heal it; the goodness is always less than ideal, and thus, with our lovers, we have some kind of war constantly going on - a delicate, non-harming war.

Mathematically, reality is an energy system. Energy systems as mathematical variables consist of energy and antienergy - energy is what satisfies their original conditions, accelerates and is not going to be destroyed; antienergy is the force, which creates disharmonic patterns and thus destructive vibration, which, karmically and physically, even mathematically, reaches back to it's origin and destroys this. Karma either occurs instantly, by precognition or evolved variables (physically, it's hard to say which one is which one - good approximation of future is hard to prove not being an oracle, and an oracle would be very similar to some good approximation); thus, we can see that constructive oscillations (harmonic patterns) are going to accelerate evolutionarly - creating an experience and healing in future repetitions - and instantly - after the process of evolution, or as a base laws, or by logical contradictions in oracle, in one way or another, once the positive circle has been established, it will prosper.

When we design a mathematical system, we cannot view physics directly. Physics is a low-vibrational pattern of repeating oscillations, with it's own basic laws. Higher-vibrational patterns start from physical equilibrae, growing into intellect, creativity, enlightenment and God. Those are not physical, because they appear outside of repeating patterns - logic, which appears outside of repetitions, is real, because the logical constraint will grow stronger by one or another law, but we cannot measure them directly, because they have causes and effects outside the simple structural laws. Human creativity has it's causes and effects in complex dimensions, which can be explainable by physical laws, but indirectly - a complex system would appear between the laws, and a mathematical theorem would determinate things, which exist as higher structured patterns. Humans, when they are not part of a physical system, would turn it into a mystery - patterns would appear, which are not direct causes and effects between basic physical variables, such as predeterminated patterns of electrons and photons. Once we see intellect and creativity as high-energy states, destinied to exist, natural laws would thus implement high vibrational levels, which consist of non-repeating patterns accelerating into higher energy states. In low vibrations, there are laws of conservation of matter and energy - one cannot create more than there is. In high vibrations, where complex structure is formed and oscillates in harmony with more abstract, less direct mathematical laws, holograms like human brain appear - when repetitive pattern forms cristal structures, repeating patterns, and the hologram looks like a sine wave, with certain frequency, the complex patterns form something different, a holographic structure, where the oscillations appear as prime numbers - the wave vibrates in a way, which is structured in higher-dimensional reality, and not repeating as oscillator; there, a hologram is formed. In this reality, where we measure non-repetitive, complex patterns of wave, we can have mathematical model of human brain having frequency, which is more complex and forms a system of variables instead of repetitive patterns. While physically, we cannot detect this with a numeric representation of harmonic vibration of the element in our measuring device, metaphysically we can go further and see that metaphorical evidence of the same basic laws repeats on those levels of organization, creating complex systems. Here, we need to include conscious forms of life as a process, where physics achieves higher states of energy - natural variables force physical process to become more energy-efficient in repetition and the laws of conservation do not hold, because instead of creating energy and matter, we use it in more efficient ways. Humans can reorganize physical systems into lower tension and higher efficiency, such that physical systems become free of negative constraints - here, physical karma appears and strenghtens the material condition of that human. Thus, alchemy consists the base ideas for Christian culture, where instead of looking the basic, repetitive process of "dead matter", we see how harmonic, constructuve frequencies organize matter into higher states, which accelerate - they strenghten their structures and oscillate more power into this field. Disharmonic, destructuve energies hit back to their source, once they are seen as disharmonic to other physical bodies around; the vibration, which cracks, will get the source structure tired, weared out and eventually cracked. Thus, the good relations between vibrational states of the matter grow into harmony of the Universe, and where we see this process - positive energy, harmony or constructive oscillation, will recreate it's source and fulfill the laws of karma. God is much more than this, but we can see Mind of God, where we imagine the vibration of lower and higher energies constantly achieving higher energy states in Cosmos; we cannot deduct, from physics, whether this has mind or not - it's not topic of physics -, but we cannot confirm this for humans as well. We can see that it's destiny is to organize as well as it can, until the higher-energy states can be only become by intelligence and creativity; when those variables grow in the complexity of the whole, as only a pure sense of Truth can make it stronger, we can see that appearance of God is a very strong attractor in Universe, where God does not exist, and appearance of stronger God with higher-level reality of creation is necessity in Universe, which is not perfect, like ours. Growth of God is related to growth of all beings, felt as basic logical formulaes of the whole reality.

Energy, when mapped through alchemy, is "truth", it's where the system is "true", in logical condition; antienergy, mathematically, must be seen as "wrong" or "false", which become one in this view. Alchemy can be inspired by medievial alchemy, but it occurs, when you seek the truth about which conditions of reality will be ultimately stable and remain as attractors to it's direction - it will get a mathematical limit, where energy flows in from potential field.

From this mathematics, we can get rid of quantum physics - source of complexities and unneccessarities - into classical physics and basic laws of life and energy systems. Life is definitely an energy system, as it is already in strong equilibrum and energy efficiency, conscious about it's desire to grow the energy levels. All those are resolved by potential realities - if there are no quantum realities, which is better start to theorem than physical experimentation, the quantum realities would appear as efficiency of variables. Each truth, which exists - each potential growth of energy levels -, will create a potential. Potential - it does not need physics to be real, but it breaks in straight from the basic laws of the system becoming more efficient. When potential reality is there, it creates metaphysics to be measured; it appears as optimal solutions, where the alternatives exist as potentials; the attractor (mathematically, we need attractors to get out of Chaos, for the Cause to appear) is definitely there in any energy system as it gets more evolved, and when it's part of the future, it must be the direction of the past - so, we are directed to consider the alternative realities. Each such reality will optimize it's energy and verify a theorem or hypothesis; thus, different physical and mathematical laws, even if they are not permitted by direct physics, will appear, and they start radiating energy as they solve their variables - the reality would sense higher-energy states in potential realities, as it's evolved and sensitive to future, and the realities appear.

For life, as those realities exist in the potential field, you get a paradox when you don't see the ones, which are important for life to learn - as long as you don't learn, you create this reality, and it will appear on your "quantum field", or kabbalistically, the screen. You cannot avoid that it becomes unreal and disappears only as your experience grows, so it's simply impossible to grow on without experiencing this. So, our conscious needs will create definite hologram, an appearance of variables alternative realities, which we solve, moving into actual higher reality; thus, even by basic laws of the mental structures - the law of experience -, we will see lower realities not depending whether they exist or not, in the final solution. We live through scenarios, where the Universe would be destroyed in the future, whereas those are not real - our reality, when they are solved, moves to non-experienced state, which creates those realities, and when they are created, we have the potential for experience and they disappear. This is a vibrational paradox, which ultimately solves that you have the conscious experience of hallucinogetic realities, maya or samsara, which is not true and actual in highest terms of the reality, but it's a heavy need to take them seriously and do your best, so that you get out of those karmic cycles.

So what we can see:

• Quantum Realities - physicians struggle with this and we cannot get a direct acceptance that they represent the spiritual truth; when they are nice way to study the possibilities, they are far too complex to find the mental truth in experimentation of consciousness. In this repetitive pattern of lower frequencies, we cannot really understand, what it has to do with our free will and conscious experience.

• Classical Physics - we see that through repetition, the reality would organize itself to emulate quantum realities or lokas, and with experienced reality we would reach the quantum physics or higher theories of life and everything.

• Mathematical Logic - we have to understand that where the repetitive patterns of matter and energy have conservation laws and do not grow, the efficient use for life and energy-efficient systems create variables of organization, where the energy does more work in the same time; thus, in higher vibrations, free energy is created - perpetual motion machine would be unit to measure, when the efficiency is squared, creating local levels of efficiency comparable to global levels in old systems. Mathematical view is the best, because we can mentally check that it's a matter of time for such realities to appear, which have karmic laws and lokas, and it contradicts to our own interest if we do not see reality as a system of energy-efficiency - in such case, we cannot explain our interest at all, as it does not exist in system, which is always correct. To have understanding of life, we need to see it as being less efficient than future life, and better than the past, and we need to understand that the conception of energy it will use to describe the whole reality can only describe this in terms of raising energy efficiency. When energy is growing and shrinking, and it can be either transmitted or counteracted, producing harmonies and disharmonies or being constructive or destructive - trivially, each explanation to such system contains some set of karmic laws, and each implementation enforces them; in business, lasting energy states exist in growing and not going to bankcrupcy; in society, they appear in systems of awards and punishment, such as police. We can see that stronger implementations of karmic systems would benefit the base laws of karma, and will survive. This has feedback to the moment, such that what was the experience for the future, would start having effects more and more instantly, finally being avoided in the past - our realistic models of mind, then, as we approach simplifications to such variables, make our mental eyes to see, which holds for atheist and spiritual people.

This implementation of energy systems - throwing out the speculations, it's very important to see that evolution, with it's attractors, creates a karmic dynamics, which appears in time; when we remove the cycles and see it as a straight line, we can see that it forms vitality and causality similar or equal to life. Real attention, awareness and consciousness are much more dynamic and exact than any copy or mechanic implementation of them, so they become energy-efficient attractors of the future; we can see that as life, we are very probable to happen at least once in the Universe. Lifelike processes are probable to appear in the matter, which starts to create more and more meaningful energy-efficiency relations and "feels" the avoidance of destructive and empowerment of constructive systems; and, finally, the reality is pressured to take this into infinity - life would appear there, creating God.

Evolution definitely creates life and God, but we can see that the basic laws of Nature, in one or another way, neglect the possibility of Universe being destroyed for being non-realistic or falling into impossible states. We can see that analyzing, how events are attracted, such as electricity running in direction, where it can go, and light creating forms, which pass it's future conditions with maximum efficiency - we can see that the basic laws already has a Cause, it's synchronous with being possible. Where "being possible" appears, this is hard to guess, but then - Mind and God must appear in this metaphysics, in chain of causality before the Space and Time appear, especially if physics has not been evolving through many Universes been destroyed by not being possible.

Multiverses create potential fields, and as they develop all the possible conditions, even metaphysical changes in the base laws - in case they do not appear in quantum physics, mathematics of systems itself needs to let them appear. Thermodynamic laws of acceleration, which would state that energy levels remain to grow, unless there is a hard constraint against that, and the dynamics, being free, would hack and destroy this hard constraint eventually or in the past - as we move to most efficient direction, we need this information of realities to be processed, in which case their karmic causalities appear. We will run into paradox if we do not pass alternative realities to study them, and into karmic conflict, when people and things do not project to our world considering our karmic levels and things we can accept. In mental, emotional or physical systems, they would appear in numerous forms, where effects studied by quantum physics are some examples of the more general laws.