Hello all. This is my story thus far, seeming to constantly evolve much like your own i imagine! I hope you can takeway something from this, share similar experiences and we can connect. I look forward to hearing what you think... we do indeed live in a crazy beautiful world.
I have always experienced a deep intuition. My childhood was very turbulent, involving a lot of abuse. I moved out at 15 and since then been paired with an unfortunate bunch of people who ultimately taught me people are just people, not matter age or status.
I realised recently that 99% of people are sleeping. Unaware of this infinite potential that is divine intelligence. It is right under our noses but the noise of "life" seems to dull this sense.
I started to look into gurus like Dr Joe Dispenza, Rhonda Byrne, Andrew huberman (neuroscientist), religions and the results their teachings have in common, and some of their books. I started to connect the dots to try and come to an ultimatum that doesn't involve just one religion or teaching, but all of them combined. They all preach one thing in common, high vibration + frequency + clear intention = your desired reality. Oh and i almost forgot to mention the entire reason i am doing this; this world wouldn't necessarily benefit from another charity, but an organisation that treats the cause... which are human beings!
I recently conducted a self led experiment with the goal that if i could raise my frequency, i could create my reality. Ultimately doing everything physical to raise my vibration; physical exercise, meditation, eating clean, reducing sugar intake, sleeping well, stopping drinking, and building mindsets, enforcing them everyday to overwrite my old neural networks and childhood programming, to become a version of myself that i wanted to be. Needless to say, my physical work payed off, i started to wake up smiling... which was odd for me. I had received all the things i desired within that month without doing any physical work apart from staying healthy and balanced. Maintaining a high frequency + clear intention. Then life happened... I lost track and fell into old patterns. When new year hit, i decided to do this again except it is 2 degrees outside with little to no sunlight which is just downright depressing! This time, i create a weekly log of how i am intensifying my routines, supplement tracker, ultimately a blueprint for what im doing and the results i am seeing. It is hard to balance all of this. With my routine intensifying as time goes on, so does my frequency. I still have to balance work and home life so there are peaks and troughs...
So here is something to think about...
You might be on a night out and are craving a cigarette. Ever had that devil/angel on your shoulder moment that goes a bit like this? Voice one: 'I am going to finish that entire packet i cannot wait, give me one right this instant or you will be crucified' and...
Voice two: 'You had a cough last week, and work tomorrow... you should really go home and take a beat on the cigs...'
I always thought this was our logic driven by basic bioligy... I decided to listen to the second voice for an entire month - no excuses. At times i felt like i was listening to someone entirely different from what i am, this was hard and at times completely disagreeing with its advice and guidance.
Here is an A-class example:
I wanted to buy a homeless man a meal. At the checkout this voice very clearly said 'NO' multiple times. I couldnt logically understand why i should listen to that, i was in complete disagreement. Why in the world would this be a bad decision? In short, i did not listen. So there is me, checking out and walking the walk with this massive meal, feeling like im hand delivering light in a box. Just for the homeless man to say "what is that? Oh no i wont eat that." The lack opf gratitude was astounding. So i went to a homeless lady with a dog. She took it, looked me up and down and with the most underwhelmed tone said "oh. Thanks" hoping it was a tenner. Needless to say this ruined my day. The bus man will let me cross the road and that alone bounds me into gratitude. I couldn't imagine being sat in that seat (myself being in a similar situation on the brink of homelessness) and not feeling an immense amount of gratitude, as most will walk past the homeless folks with confidence that their well earned £2 will be put towards the next fix. The voice was right, even though every cell in my body seemed to of completely disagree with its guidance.
I can now have very simplicit chats with this voice. It gives me answers that i dont always agree with, but when put to the test, it is ALWAYS right. I am now down the rabbit hole of consciousness and higher intelligence, astounded at how little research has been conducted on this and how many phenomenons like Einstein quoted higher intelligence guiding him to his theory of relativity. I am here in the hope of connecting to people having a similar experience. Thanks for reading. I look forward to hearing from you.
Nice posts guys..
There is stuff to learn from the views of the individual.. And every action-reaction makes '' understanding''to grow...
Just a thought. Re: giving the food to the homeless man. What was the intention? Was it a pure giving....or were you wanting something back?
Maybe, a lesson here is to clarify intention......is it selfless or selfish?
Something I find myself working on is focussing on intention and not outcome. This is because on a practical level we have no control on outcome and it we focus on this we generate negative emotion...anxiety, frustration etc...and also because focussing on outcome has an egoic aspect to it; meeting our own emotional needs.
Anyway, just to share those thoughts.