Where do you start and finish with a Kundalini awakening? Profound, loneliness, energy pumping through my body for years, isolation, a bit of psychosis, love bombed, physical symptoms and absolutely frightening endless fear and pain. My ego tried to resist with constant pressure to commit suicide, and unable to share any of this because when I tried, I was treated with a lot of caution from friends. The fear it creates was endless and the scope of the awakening ranged from a constant calling to go home, oneness, heaven and infinity and everything and nothing hologram, cosmic consciousness into the masculine. Then into the dark night of the soul into the deep feminine and messages from the feminine consciousness.
During these four years I watched all my dreams and kept notes. This last year I have recorded 21 YouTube videos that explain the symbols in those dreams and their meaning in relation to my awakening. They are in numerical order as my awakening unfolded.
I made these videos with newly awakened individuals in mind, in the hope that they can navigate or to have a better understanding of their experiences and some milestones along the way.
The final video shares my completion and wholeness/enlightenment. Phew!
