Vision Of The Dark Mother
Recently i used a vision of going inside the earth with the intention to find a power animal...
I entered via a hole in the ground,letting the vision to unfold without control....
As i was going down and down through caves and tunnels,i reached a large hall with a sea-lake waters.. There was a small empty boat as well..
Truth is i can't remember if i took the boat or not...
However i remembered my intention to meet a powef animal,and i started to look around...
An old lady was there..Her face was veiled and she was dressed in black...
I ask her '' who are you''?
No responce...
She was just standing there looking at me.
Soon i started to feel that it was something else,(a power) and what i was seeing was an interface. A power dressed up as a human being...
I ask again' 'what are you' '?
No responce as well...
Then i tell her that i cane here because i'm looking for a power animal....
A HUGE rinocerose outline appears in the scene.
I absorbed it inside me,and while i was doing that,i could feel energetic sensations and movements....
Then the old lady is giving me a thread..
I ask her,what is that thing and bow to use it...
I see a scenario with pictures and instructions,showing me how to use the thread....
I ask hern(again) to speak to me and reveal who she is...
Next day i had infos and automated knowledge,promptimg me to look at the tree of life and the sphere called '' Binah''
I had seen this word somewhere,but i was never into kabbalah. Maybe some scans over the names of the spheres and that' s all.
https://www.iok-kabbalah.org/trees/Binah.html
It matches...
The dark sterile mother (the old lady i saw)
The water element(the lake-sea i saw)
The virtue of this sphere is silence (she was indeed silent).
The dark colour (she was dressed in black)
Another one and propably related to all this:
One night while i was sleeping,i felt suffocation..It was like i was dying in my sleep due to lack of oxygen..
Soon i was overtaken by bliss.. Like i had crossed to the other side...
And there she was:
My beloved(deceased)grandma was standing near to my bed,smilling...
I felt waves of love,and i woke up...
Still not sure if it was her if the archetype of the old motherly figure,but she came to me again(twice)