Solar Awakening
Hey friends,
My process does not seem to have the same sights and events on the roadmap of kundalini. Over the years I gain a better understanding of the nature of my awakenings.
Learning to identify and express it has been the longer part. I will express a bit here.
I had always had a practice of some kind or another ... so what folks would call a spontaneous awakening... was a surprise to me. My spiritual teacher of many years has said it is not really spontaneous for it is in divine order with our higher self.
In my experience a kA is half of the awakening.
I experienced a kA to Shiva and the 3rd eye. I heard the THX of the sound vibration of Light. I experienced the many arms of the Creator aspect of Shiva. The whole multi-verse flowed through me and I experienced the voltage of it all. Transfiguration.
I found myself thrust deeply into the realm of christian mysticism. I experienced vividly the christian mysteries, which nearly broke me as I was Wiccan at the time. God's twisted cosmic joke.
I experienced the mysteries of the Christ ... all. yes ... including that.
I found myself on a natural pathworking ascent through all the sephirot of the Tree of Life. I experienced the calibration of the positive, negative and equilibration of the polarities of each sephora, the oversouling of the gods and goddesses.
Ascending through the Tree was highly initiatic. I experienced it as the Path of the Lightening Bolt. I have dealt with overcoming so much density and darkness. My compassion arrives much later it seems than my counterparts.
I get a bit irritated when people make it sound like there is the ceiling of bliss on a certain timeline. Or if you have a spontaneous kA awakening it means you didn't lay the groundwork. Maybe that is their experience but for those of us that have experienced the Path of the Lightning Flash ... it is different than the middle pillar.
I experienced occupation on several occasions. I now support others in clearing the distortions and densities. The interfering, nasty voices.
The descent of grace came in the form of Holy Spirit descending from God, the heavens and engraving upon my heart... Transfiguration. It has matured into the experience of the embodiment of Holy Spirit.
The Unity Consciousness Awakening happened as I was standing outside a chinese buffet. I experienced the deepest love and bliss. My higher self came forward and I knew all things might be spoken in "truth".
I write to say that I do not really resonate with Shakti aspect as much as the mysticism of the christian. It matured into christ-consciousness and the I AM presence.
There have been the experiences of other mysteries of the Underworld, Arthurian, Tantric, Herculean, Melchezidekian ... reconnecting to the Sound Current.
I would describe my awakening as a Solar Awakening.
My worldview has become metaphysical now. In service I have an energy healing practice supporting clients that are on the margins of reality in spiritual-clearing ... clearing heavy occupations or with high frequency-clients. My spiritual healing has evolved into healing in Seraphic angelic frequencies. I experience the sound vibration of light when working in the healing light.
I feel we are evolving into a new kind of consciousness/awakening. A new being that is learning to hold greater levels of light in order to experience multiple cosmic lineages and transfigurations. Fully embodying the intelligences and alchemical process of these transmissions.
I call it the Universal Flame of Transfiguration... a Solar Awakening.

Thanks for sharing. Learning about your experiences was very interesting, although different from mine. One commonality, however, is, as you have written: "In my experience a kA is half of the awakening." My experience was, as Sufi master Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan has expressed: "Awakening beyond life must be followed by awakening within life." Pir Vilayat also taught that we are "beings of radiant light whose boundaries extend to infinity." You may find his perspective on contemporary sufism interesting:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEYdlE9oh0o