My coil burst 14 years or so ago. The first round was assisted by beings and I reached enlightenment. The process started again. It's been 2 years since it kicked back up again. The energy has risen but this time it's multiplied.
It feels like a band around the outside of my head. It starts if in my left foot, with a burning sensation. It moves up the left leg in tingles. It builds in the pelvic which is felt physically. Then bursts up in electric shocks into the chest. I have felt strange bubble sensations in the chest area. Energy pours out the top of my head and over my face. Runs down the back of the neck and then the sound appears. More prominent on the left side for a few days then switched sides, then reverts back to the left. It's circulating around and I can hear this deep deep vibrating ommm sound as it circulates from left to right.
This has been on and off for months now. I did get drawn in by certain people and soon as I cut them out, it felt I was meant to pull away for this process to start. Soon as I did cut them out, the energy/sound has amplified to a point it's driving me crazy now. Currently while typing I'm seriously vibrating in my pelvic, right up my back and the sound it's swirling.
The first round of the cycle years ago, it wasn't the same in a way. When the energy rose up. I had months of paralysis and crazy experiences. Waves of energy move up in pulsations through whole body. Winds blowing through my ears and sound of metal grinding. Bells chiming, birds chirping, fountain trickling with a flute being played. Tunnels appearing in front, blacking out. Face off with demons. I was then turned off and found self in void as just consciousness and saw the gold light city. The light told me to succumb the light and prepare. I was then sent back into my body.
This sound moving around my head is just like the winds blowing inwards except it's not coming inwards. It's already there and moving round and round.
Some have told me to direct the energy. I only ever direct it out the crown through spin of etheric when I need to defend myself against a demon or entity/being.
I can't help but think of the light years ago telling me to succumb and prepare.
This is extreme vibration and not sure what's coming next with it or if it needs a push.
I'd really appreciate some advice or views
I had this thing that after the meditation, I suddenly get strong energy flow or vibration - I cannot really understand, whether it's an energy - and I have to sit down on a ground for a few seconds to recover.
Lately, as I don't want to do this when people see me, I decided I have to grow my strength to receive energy - plain willful act to become stronger, it helped and now I always make an exercise to receive the energy without needing to sit down; sometimes I avoid the energy feeling, and then I feel I could have lost the energy, so I want to go through the whole experience - but will to get stronger in receiving energies, it really helps.
Even my normal meditation easily creates energy forces in my body more strong than I can tolerate - pain, feel of danger in some areas of body and stiff feeling, tension in some parts of body. I create meditative awareness of all those feelings, and then, it would be released and energy gets moving better. I have to meditate on this consequence, before I can go further with energizing meditation - I even broke my teeth with such energy, when I did not handle the consequence. So it's very important that you grow yourself so that the energy wont break yourself, and one method is intent to get stronger, and another method is meditation over those feelings, until they get released or otherwise become normal energy cycles.