Kundalini Discussion

note: the experience below happened in my 29th year

Hello folks,

These are a few personal ideas in regards to: letting go of the past, hurts, guilt, blame...etc. Since we've created the blockages which prevent the energy from completing it's task, it is up to us alone to remove them.

There can be no method, we've all lived different life experiences. To take these blockages and remove the impediment which holds them in place. An attachment to a concept, an individual, a painful experience, a promised solution...etc. As long as we are attached or held in any manner, we become limited. It is this limitation which creates an energy blockage.

In one sense true freedom from self requires not only understanding but a willingness to face our problems with deadly honesty. To win the war, a few battles will invariably be lost.

What it's like losing a battle:

For myself it was putting Clarence in a tremendously uncomfortable position, to be so angry and filled with malice at a group of people, that the energy of anger was about to break me........

Then the (my) intellect flipped a switch, it took my intellect to step back from the situation and recognize that I was exactly the same as what I was fighting against, that I had built a bridge of hate, I had created the blockages that prevented Kundalini from completing it's task. And then to recognize that Love had the strength/power to circumvent all blockages and open the door to freedom.

Definitions:

Kundalini. This had previously awakened in high school but became stuck in the solar plexus. At the time, I didn't realize what it was.

Intellect = the part of mind, the machine that can see all things without favor, without prejudice. To see what is!

Heart/Love = the deep emotional center where the sacred lives. Pure Love, and the willingness to sacrifice even my life for it's touch. Love beyond knowing.