What keeps you caring about world improvement/activism?
How can I write such a offensive title?
Well in a way it's what many actually believe. I've swung back and forth.
Of course it would be paradise if everyone blossomed. Of course.
But so many days I just wish the sun would explode.
Tired of this society. So why don't you participate in the process of helping the word of Kundalini spread? A productive solution!
Because I am already tired as hell. Roadkill. The Kundalini crashed down on me leading to head aches and sleep issues to this day many many years later. Obviously neurologists have no solutions no frame of reference for Kundalini. I'm angry cause I'm so powerless about my own health and the rest of this god damn society.
Well it's not going to get better on it's own now is it?
A part of me eats inside me the fact I haven't shared about this treasure to the world though...
But God can always make a more peaceful world. Cosmos is vast.
There is some sentimental feelings about Planet Earth being billions of years old and this is where the journey has lead to.
It's beautiful. Everyone get awakened now lol!
But by the time that will happen it could be near the 22th or 23rd century. So what then? I just spent my life talking to a wall...
I wish this never happened to me. Or it happened when 99% of rest of humanity already had experienced it LOL.
There's just been such decay of my consciousness that I've become okay if humanity ends everything. Each other's lives.
Therapist has no solutions. I have no children keeping me attached to earth. No invested business or enjoyable job to attach to. Family was unhealthy from the start so don't care for them.
It's like I know everything around me would be improved if a higher percent of humanity had a K.A.
But making that reality. Is annoying. A job. Why must I take responsibility over all of this hot mess.
An with the way humanity is going it may very well finally end. I'm excited for the end.
I'd also be really excited for a world that's enlightened but that's way harder task. An I hate hard lol. YOU HATE HARD. Everyone HATES hard. Enough with this soldier monk shit.
Anyway... this is the tug of war inside me I've been stuck on for a while... please be honest I will be honest back.
Hi Dean, love this honest sharing...we often hear the silver lining narrative when the brutality of the process is very real. At least you feel angry, that's better than disassociation 😅...the anger is valid. We could say on a soul level we agreed to incarnate into this lifetime to hold a higher frequency for humanity, but still, the human likes to be comfortable and I can certainly say that my journey has been very uncomfortable and very unpleasant at times. Although, a corner has been turned and it's been significantly better for around a year now. The usual spiritual tropes don't typically apply to KA's, even though they make sense.
how long have you been in the process? I was quite disassociated for many years and just this year I've started feeling more in my body, heart chakra has finally stopped it's painful twisting, I think the anger is a great sign actually...when I started getting angry shifts happened, boundaries started coming back online. The soldier monk phase will shift...it's not fun to go through the purge, but I have to say, well I feel a helluva lot lighter and more liberated...surely that's worth it? Lessons to not be repeated in the next incarnation(should I choose to return)...for that, I'm grateful. Find a channel for the anger, playing sports really helped me.