Where to begin?
Hello
I believe their is an online zoom meeting on friday so that is perhaps a good place to start.
I started I believe going through this process about ten years ago with a none duality experience of no separation.
I'm basically at a point now where a lot of things have changed completely and I'm looking for help to see if anybody understands this or has experience. my consciousness is in a process of returning to the present moment, but within that I find the present moment utterly bizarre now, if I had to summarise it very quickly: I can see god in everything, it has completely transformed the present moment.
I have also had very many strange experience with synchronicity and spiritual signs.
But all of this process has not healed any wounds from childhood, if anything it has given me more anxiety than every before.
I welcome hearing anybodies experiences with this, and would love to make a few friends as I feel completely isolated with this,
Many thanks,
Nick
Hi Nick, my awakening was 47 years ago, and I welcomed it with open arms. Being a lifelong musician, was like having one foot in the door. I did not have a teacher, nor had I studied spirituality extensively. It was stunningly beautiful, for two months afterwards I was in a state of ecstasy, couldn't work couldn't do much of anything. However, I trusted it with my whole being, never questioned it, never fought or opposed it in any way. It was Love & Beauty. Can't say I saw God in everything but I did see the shining reality of Truth and Love in everything, in the creation. I was 29 at the time and married, my wife divorced me a year later saying I wasn't the same person she married. She was correct. The only possible help I can offer is to go with it, trust it, love it, After a time it will settle into a beautiful, luminous life full of joy and light.
p.s. Don't try to lead it, follow with open eyes.