Hermit Mode
I am curious if there are others here who have experienced what I call a "Hermit phase" where you feel forced by K into an uncomfortable isolation from your former lifestyle; where you want to get back into the active and productive world but it has all been taken away from you due to the effects of K. It's meant to be a time for healing and Rebirth -- I understand this. I am impatient because several years have passed and my soul is supposed to be in charge, leading me in action, but it is not. I don't have a plan when I would have had one prior to KA. Has anyone faced something like this?
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I was a programmer, able to surprise people - for the last 13 years an adventure in another country, where I have been not making close friends (but I have many short contacts, some people just look me as if they knew me all along, we have strong experiences - but this not for food so easily); so I am hermitting a lot. Actually I do like to be alone, but in past rather for something like reading books and solving science puzzles, or for meditation - right now, it's like I am unable to turn back to this corporate style, or these client / boss contacts, and it gets really heavy that I must now find a live I can live with: this means I have developed skills, experienced many hard realities and mostly without money and support; I completely discarded any parent support or any support, which was not given with perfect emotion - well but I start into becoming a human, for example with flexibility of hands and palms, it's like a human from a book, I can see the sensations and emotions associated with people.